Relationship

Sometime I'm wondering if this is the way my life suppose to be, some time I feel so lonely that I feel like going crazy . I'm 27 about to turn 28 next month with 2 kids I work and I go to school full time. I thing I carry myself pretty well but for some reason I feel like I'm  being punish for something. I want to have a relationship but because of my current situation there's no one that will give me a chance, my situation is that I really want to finish school so because of that I'm still living with my kids father even thought we are not together. for example a few weeks ago I met this guys we went out on date everything was good I explain to him about my situation and what my plans are we talk on Sunday and Monday but since then we never talk again when I call him he doesn't respond to text so now I decided to add him on my reject list because it hurt because I sit there and explain everything to you instead of him telling me you know I don't think I could do that but instead he act like he was all cool about everything. That hurt my feeling because I just want to find someone I could related or even a friend to talk to sometime. I not try to rush into any serious relationship with some one but I just wish I have choices if I would ever do.