Sometime little thing you watch will bring your past back up

My God every time I watch this video it take me back when I was a child, sometime you think you over some stuff into you watch something like this because I went through almost the same thing. I'm 27 about to be 28 years old and still doesn't know who my father is and don't have any relationship with my mother. Sometime I wondering kind of thing can't you do to a parent to act like you are dead to them it's like you don't exist in her life, It's heart breaking that I have 2 kids and their don't even know who they grandmother is. my mother mind see picture of kids maybe from my brothers and sister Facebook but one thing I say for sure I will  never have that hatred toward my kids. I don't hate my mother no matter what happen but I just wish she would make more effort and try to establish a relationship with us. I love my mother event thought I feel like I question that she will never answer  too.